I’m not going to lie… There just isn’t too much to blog on my side of the planet. Right now, I am on a serious verge on going into a major hiatus. Its that time again, folks. Time to rethink, recharge, and revaluate alot of things in my life.
Lately, I find myself at an all time artistic low. I don’t have the energy nor the urge to create and very little around me is inspiring me. I don’t know if it because of my surroundings or because I feed off the energies of other humans. Everytime I turn on the T.V another bullshit reality show it on, degrading women, or stereotyping black people. JUST ALL AROUND BULLSHIT!
The newest mixtapes doesn’t mean anything to me, never have, never will. What Kanye West wore to an award show means nothing to me. I feel like there is more out there than just this normal everyday “blog” shit. Its overrated and now everywhere you look, somebody else has a blog. Someone else trying to keep up with “whats hot or not” But NOBODY seems to be trying to create, and change, or do anything NEW! Gosh, do I hate trends!
I feel like I’m in a bubble, and something out this “bubble” is waiting for me, but I just can’t seem to grasp onto it just yet because I haven’t completed something else in my life. We are so taught to think linear. You know, after you graduate high school, you pick a career and go to college, after you graduate college, you get a job. After you’ve made enough money, you have kids, and so on and so forth. But as an individual, I have trained myself to think in a slopes, in a upward motion. But something is holding me back from my increase.
Its almost like God has put me in this limbo of neutrality and I’m just here waiting. Waiting for my break, waiting for my time. I know this person and that person, but name calling means NOTHING if you’re not doing that shit yourself! Its frustrating. Because as an artist, I want to create, I want to be inspired, I want to inspire others. However, I have a feeling that something is holding me back.
So, forgive the slackness. Hopefully, my friends will hold it down. In the mean time, I’ll be in the lab cooking up some real medicine for ya’ll. I’m out to save lives.
“THE FUTURE… SHIT, SOMEBODY’S GOTTA DO IT!….”
-Imani Waddy & Milah.b
All love,
-milah.b
Thank you.